Waiting

I just heard the other day, that if you are expecting something by a certain day, it will come after that. I know that everything always works out and part of having faith is not having the answers. I am sure that if the Lord would have told me everything that I would have to go through to get to where I'm at, I would probably have turned the other way. There is a reason that God only gives us enough light for the step we're on. So often we want to take control of everything and we think we have it all figured out. But the truth is that we will never have it down pat, not even close. I think there is quite a bit of comfort in that. We are not perfect and we will do things wrong. That is where mercy steps in. I used to get so angry at myself for making mistakes, and it turn had little compassion for myself or others. If God forgives us and gives mercy to us who are we to say that our way is better. So I guess I'm asking for mercy for always expecting things my way. I am asking for mercy and awaiting grace.

Oh, and don't forget peace. I look around at everyone in fear of this or scared of that. I said there is comfort in not knowing and there really is. It is called peace. I know that everything works out, it always has, so why not rest in peace instead of something so temporary? Peace is something that has no disorder or chaos. The Hebrew word for it is Shalom. (Funny I talk about this because this word actually came up it Elizabeth's schoolwork today.) Shalom means "safety, welfare, prosperity." I want this, I choose this.

Our main purpose is life is to worship our Living God. For me it is a hard thing to do when I am so focused on fearing what is to come/or not come. We lose so much joy when we are not content, and resting in God's peace. Everyone knows not to say, "Well, things could be worse," because that is usually what happens. No matter where you are at, there is always a silver lining to be thankful for. Sometimes that means being thankful for it even if you can't see it yet. Being thankful, and in peace, takes lots of faith.

Now faith is being sure or what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. -Hebrews 11:1

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:4-7